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Purple Heart

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I have written here before of my practice of collecting serendipitous signs, missives of redemption God generously mails to forgetful souls desperately seeking reminders. Yesterday, I awoke knowing it was going to be a “bad ” day, a day to which all shoulder-surgery victims can attest – a day when the zinging pain starts throbbing not long after you get out of bed. (Such days come for many of us not recovering from surgery too). I popped a few pills designed to chase the pain off and robotically began the process of breakfast. Too tired to notice, I might have missed the deep purple bruised heart God left for me in the microwave if I weren’t so practiced in my heart-searching habits. But as I went to grab my over-melted blueberries, there it was, God’s message to me, that seemed to say, ” I know, and I am here.” a spilled blueberry heart to remind me of the blood my Savior shed for me, that new life might breathe life into a dry-boned woman.

“For if othe blood of goats and bulls, and the sprinkling of defiled persons with pthe ashes of a heifer, sanctify6 for the purification of the flesh, 14 how much more will qthe blood of Christ, who through the eternal Spirit roffered himself without blemish to God, spurify our7 conscience tfrom dead works uto serve the living God.” Hebrews 9:14-15

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Considering Calling?

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It’s that time of year–graduation season.  For many, it is a time when many people start asking, “what am I going to be when I grow up?”  Unfortunately, John Stott’s thoughts on vocation don’t answer that question, but they do give us some help in getting there.

John Stott:  The Contemporary Christian

On Vocation
“The whole of our life belongs to God and is part of his calling,  both before conversion and outside religion.  We must not imagine that God first became interested in us when we were converted, or that now he is interested only in the religious bits of our lives.”
“God’s sovereignty extends over both halves of our life.  He did not begin to work in and for us at our conversion, but at our birth, even before our birth in our genetic inheritance, as later in our temperament, personality, education and skills.  And what God made us and gave us before we became Christians, he redeems, sanctifies, and transforms afterwards.  There is a vital continuity between our pre-and post-conversion life.  For although we are a new person in Christ, we are still the same person we were by creation, whom Christ has made new.”

on Ministry
“It seems to me fully compatible with our Christian doctrines of creation and redemption that we should talk to ourselves somewhat as follows:  ‘I am a unique person.  (That is not conceit.  It is a fact….My uniqueness is due to my genetic endowment, my inherited personality and talents, inclinations and interests, my new birth and spiritual gifts.  By the grace of God I am who I am.  How then can I, as the unique person God has made me, be stretched in the service of Christ and of people, so that nothing he has given me is wasted, and everything he has given me is used?”

To ponder:  What are your genetic inheritance, temperament, personality, education, and skills?  Think about the “vital continuity” between your pre- and post- conversion life?  Into what cultural spheres does that take you?  How can you live as a “redeemed redeemer” in that sphere, using all that God created and redeemed you to be?

Revisiting Rest

I am studying Matthew these days, and this weeks reading returned me to Matthew 11. since I am yet again experiencing physical limitations after a 5th shoulder surgery, Jesus’ call encourages me afresh. How about you? In what ways do you need to rest more?
Taking Rest In Clouds
“Come to me, all you who are weary and heavy-laden, and I will give you rest. Take my yoke upon you, and learn from me, for I am gentle and lowly in heart, and you will find rest for your souls. For my yoke is easy and my burden is light.” Matthew 11:28-30

In our crazed world, we all want rest. The invitation to come to Jesus and receive rest appeals to most of us weary and heavy-laden people. And yet, we don’t think much about where our burdens come from or what it means that his yoke is easy and his burden is light.

Part of the reason we miss the full beauty of the invitation in this verse is that we don’t know what a ‘yoke’ is. A yoke is literally a bar or frame used to join two animals to pull a load. In the Bible, the imagery implies subjection and joining. As followers of Christ, we are yoked to him. As kingdom servants, we are meant to be in service, in subjection – to Christ our King. We are given loads to bear, burdens to carry, and we are equipped with tools to accomplish these tasks. According to Matthew 11:28-30, Christ’s yoke is easy and his burden is light. If this is true, why do so many of us experience our lives as a burden of burnout?

I think it’s because of our tendency to take on the yokes of other demi-gods who seem to promise us great reward for pleasing them. Romans 7 tells us that we will continue to wage the war against sin until Christ returns. Ephesians 6 tells us to put on armor because our battle is not against flesh and blood. In other words, we are constantly in a war for our hearts. The evil one works to bring us back into bondage to our sinful flesh and to his evil subjection. Satan, the accuser, lays all sorts of heavy loads on us, some subtle, some blatantly cruel. And we bow before them. Before we know it, we look and sound like a mean old octogenarian stooped over with osteoporosis, crabby-faced and claw-tongued, aching under the heavy yoke we wear.

And then we hear the incarnate Word, calling to us with his lessons of rest…

Oh dear sinner saint – are you a slave to the law? Are you trying to perform well enough to please the Lord who already delights in you? Hear the lesson of rest Jesus wants you to learn: “Let me put this question to you? How did your new life begin? Was it by working your heads off to please God? Or was it by responding to God’s Message to you? Are you going to continue this craziness? For only crazy people would think they could complete by their own efforts what was begun by God. If you weren’t smart enough or strong enough to begin it, how do you suppose you could perfect it?” (Galatians 3:2-4, The Message). Jesus beckons, “Yank off that yoke of the law, and join with me in free praise and glory to the King.”

Oh dear sinner saint – are you a slave to Satan’s accusations? Do you hear his angry voice condemning you over every failure, small and large, sinful and mistaken, as you walk through your day? Hear the lesson Jesus wants you to learn, “So sing, Daughter Zion!/ Raise the rafters, Israel!/Daughter Jerusalem, /be happy! celebrate!/God has reversed his judgments against you/ and sent your enemies off chasing their tails./From now on, God is Israel’s king,/ in charge at the center./There’s nothing to fear from evil ever again!” (Zephaniah 3:14-15, The Message) Jesus beckons, “Yank off that yoke of Satan, and hear me singing over you.”

Oh dear sinner saint – are you a slave to the cycle of addiction? You say you will not work 14 hours today and miss another volleyball game, you say you will not have that ‘one more glass of wine, just so I can relax’, you say you will follow the doctor’s orders and walk for 20 minutes today. And then you do it again. Hear the lesson of rest Jesus wants you to learn: “I’ve tried everything and nothing helps. I’m at the end of my rope. Is there no one who can do anything for me? Isn’t that the real question? The answer, thank God, is that Jesus Christ can and does. He acted to set things right in this life of contradictions where I want to serve God with all my heart and mind, but am pulled by the influence of sin to do something totally different.” (Romans 7:24-25, The Message) Jesus beckons, “Yank off that yoke of the flesh, and receive my grace to help in time of need.”

And so it goes with the lessons Jesus calls us to learn from him. We are yoked to the one who bore a yoke for us , except that Jesus was nailed to his yoke, this yoke a Cross. Nailed to this yoke, he bore the burden of Satan’s yoke of shame and he burst the chains of sin’s bondage, forever. Remembering the lesson of the One who broke sin’s yoke for us, we return to Jesus, bowing down for him to place his yoke upon our bodies. And then we laugh in wonder, thinking ‘this can’t be a yoke, it’s way too light.’ This is TOO EASY. Light and free, our bodies straighten and our chins rise; we carry ourselves like the princesses and princes we are. We run, we sing, we dance, free to live as we were meant to live. We go forth in service and subjection, plowing Kingdom ground for his honor and glory, and discovering that this work provides rest for our souls.

Still So Not Perfect

Just in case anybody is confused, this is from 6 months ago, when I was recovering from shoulder surgery on my left arm. The right arm has a long way to go before it gives high fives!