A Prayer about Seeing My Own Sin and God’s Grace
Merciful Lord,
It’s impossible to read the list of sins
describing people who don’t “see fit to acknowledge God,”
and not see ourselves somewhere in it—
have I ever gossiped,
speaking ill of people behind their backs?
Have I ever been boastful and haughty,
thinking I know the right thing to do
about raising children,
protecting from disease,
or even teaching Bible study?
Was I ever disobedient to my parents as a teenager?
Have I ever wanted to possess what someone else has?
Have I ever not only done these things
but given approval to others who do them (Romans 1:32)? If so, I deserve to die for my sins (Romans 1:32).
I have, and I do.
And yet.
By your mercy,
through your undeserved grace,
you have turned my heart toward Jesus
as my only hope for salvation.
Although I will continue to struggle
with some of these sins
until the day you take me home,
“There is therefore now no condemnation
for those who are in Christ Jesus” (Romans 8:1).
Lord, help us to take stock of our sins.
Forgive us when we judge others’ sins
more harshly than our own.
Open our hearts to our one true hope for salvation.
And empower us to fight the battle
against besetting sin
through the might of your sanctifying Spirit.
In Jesus’ saving name. Amen.
Read Romans 1:18-32; Romans 7:7-8:1.